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Deanna
I'm making an attempt to write from Will's point of view about Deanna. The song Rhiannon by Fleetwood Mac gave me the idea long ago, though not necessarily Deanna, but a character I added myself, that was her cousin. I'm changing it to Deanna, to keep it according to Hoyle and Imzadi. It's not much, but I hope you like it.
Deanna years ago I met you. Fell in love with you and then I was
taken by the stars. You promised me forever. You promised me heaven, but instead I left you. Now, you blow back into my life like the wind as you were also taken by the sky. Like a bird in flight, you fly back into my life, but you are still distant.
Deanna, I never tried to be your lover, but for one night and now I wonder who loves you now. Then my dreams unwind when I have almost lost you forever many times over. Dark forces took over your mind and body, but you came back and were yourself again. Your youth sapped out of you and you advanced toward me. Wanting me, needing me, but I refused to love you that way. I knew you were crying out for more and I gave you my heart. You flew back into my life each time, but then it was you crying out for me not to
leave you. In the end the stars took me from you for I aspired for the biggest star of all. Yet, I stayed where I know I was needed.
Deanna, no woman has ever taken my breath away quite like you have. Love was just a state of mind with them and not because we pretended it to be that way. It was truly a state of mind. None of them loved me quite as you have. You promised me many things, but I never tried.
Deanna, goddess of the moon. The goddess of my heart. Who will always be my Imzadi. You promise me heaven. You promise me forever, with that one word. I cry out for you, but because I was taken with the stars, you are not there.
Deanna, you are now on a bird in flight and taken by the sky. You are now with me on the same bird. However, the sky is starless without you. I have no answers. I do not know how the darkness came into my life the day I left Betazed, but I would love to love you again and hold you in my arms. I would love to try again, but each time I try you push me away. Is love a state of mind?
Deanna, you lost your sense and we were on equal footing. I tried to reach out to you, but you pushed me away. My dreams unwind at that moment, for it was as though for you love was a state of mind. I tried to reach out to you and offer you all my love, but still it is all the same, Deanna. You pushed me away. I cried out for you, then you
finally returned to me, my goddess.
Deanna, the goddess of my heart. Deanna, stay. Don't leave me. I promise not to leave you this time. We can be on this bird in flight forever and I will stay forever, no matter what. My life has answers with you in my life, Deanna. My dreams do not unwind with you in my life and I promise you forever, just as you have me.
The sky is no longer starless with you in my life, Deanna. The darkness is gone and all our senses are stronger than ever, now that you have flown back into my life. Love is no longer a state of mind that we try to pretend is not there. We are more than friends and I no longer have to wonder who will be your lover. For I am your friend, your lover, and your Imzadi.
Deanna, you are my goddess. The goddess of my heart and always will be. You are my friend, my lover, and my Imzadi. No longer do I have to cry out to you not to leave me, now. For you have walked back into my life and the stars come out at night again. Space is no longer starless, empty and vast, but forever filled with stars and your endouring love.
This time, Deanna, you promise me heaven and I will try to
promise you the same. You promise me forever. This I also promise you, Deanna. My life has answers now and does not seem as barren and desolate. Deanna, goddess of the moon. Goddess of my heart and soul. Deanna, my Imzadi, which is forever. Love is no longer a state of mind, but is forever as Imzadi.