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This story is rated "R" due to sexual content.
Intimate Friends
Deanna felt very
miserable and could not stop thinking about Will. She felt bad for leaving things the way she did with Will the other day. She was so mad and frustrated with him that she was sure she wanted to throw in the towel before it went any further. Just say good bye to a relationship that had been dormant for ten years and then they had to meet again on this ship. She wanted this meeting, though. After all she did look at the crew list and all before she requested the transfer to this ship.
They went out to dinner in Ten-Forward for the first time since they had last seen each other ten years ago. Then for some reason she could feel the anger and frustration boil within her. Will was not sure what to talk about and no matter what she said or did he just could not relax and talk to her or anything. She kept thinking "For gods' sake, Will! It's me, Deanna! Why are you so anxious and nervous around me! Just talk to me, damn it!" She just could not voice it that night though, so it just fester within her until she just could not keep from talking to him. Even Beverly, her best friend, encouraged her to talk to Will and tell him how she felt dinner had gone the other night.
"He needs to know and who better to tell him than you?
Someone who has known him for a long time and has been in a
relationship with him?" She asked rhetorically.
"I really doubt anyone else would even care that he
clammed up enough to continue to think about him afterwards.
They would probably decide it was not worth talking to him
afterwards because he didn't say much to them. But you, no, you still think about him, constantly, even though he frustrated the Hell out of you."
Two days later, she finally went to talk to him about the events of the other night, how she felt and even stated she thought it would be best if they just remained friends. Will said, "Deanna, I wasn't myself the other night." Her words stung him clear to his heart.
"Will, I really can't see us being anymore than friends,
right now."
"Do you really believe that? Don't you think there
could be a possibility we could be more than that? More
than just friends?" Will asked.
Deanna shook her head and said, "Will, I really don't
know." She refused to let herself cry due to her
uncertainty. Part of her wanted to just walk away, but the other part knew she had to talk to Will about how she felt before she did that. "Right now, all I can see is being friends."
Now, two more days later, she wanted Will so badly that she felt like she could cry. They had not spoken for two days and she felt so empty without him. She just had to talk to him, leave him a message, something to let him know that she did not want to just walk away and end it all. That she wanted to see where this "friendship" would eventually lead and that she was willing to explore the possibilities with the man she once called "Imzadi."
"Computer, location of Commander Riker?"
"Commander William Riker is in his quarters." replied the computer.
Deanna ran out of her quarters and down to his. She then
tried to compose herself and rang his door chime.
"Come in." came Will's voice through the door.
The doors openned to allow her to enter. "Deanna!" Will said with surprise.
"Did I come at a bad time?" she asked.
"No, no. In fact I'm glad you are here." he responded seeming a little unsure of what was her reasoning for coming to see him. If it was going to be the end of even friendship, now or what?
"Will, I..." she hesitated. "I wanted to come by and say hi."
"Deanna, I know it's been ten years since we have seen each
other, and less than a week ago we went out, but I know you did not come by just to say hi to me." said Will.
"True." she replied and then she just blurted
everything out. "Will, I just couldn't stand not
talking to you. I haven't thought about anything, but how things were left the other day and you. I honestly don't think I could stand not ever seeing or talking to you ever again."
"I thought you said, you wanted to be friends." Will said completely confused.
She tilted her head slightly and looked away for a moment then looked up at Will with a bit of a smile, "You know Will, I think you miss understood what I meant the other day. All relationships have to begin with friendship. They can't just start in the middle."
He was not to sure where she was going with this. "True. So, what exactly are you saying?"
"Will, what I want to say is, I'm not willing to give up so easily and say no to a possible future with each other." she said. "We start from where we are now and see what happens. Let fate take it's course and if we end up with more, we end up having more."
Will could feel happiness rising within himself. He thought to himself, "Fate, saves little children, fools, and ships named Enterprise. This time it's saving a fool and a ship named Enterprise for sure." He smiled at Deanna then he tried to compose himself and asked Deanna, "So, there maybe a possibility for something more in our relationship?"
"I don't know, all I know is I can't stand not talking to
you, not seeing you or anything like that." Tears
started to well up in her eyes. "Will, I want to be
with you and see where this relationship takes us. Whether it stays just friendship or evolves into something more."
"Well, Deanna, I can say this." as he pulled her close and hugged her. "I may have messed up in the past, but if you stick with me, the best is yet to come."
She enjoyed his embrase, so she did not let go when she looked up at him and said with a smile, "Really? Well, I'm here and I'm not going anywhere."
"Just don't ask me when it will come." he joked. Then he kissed her on the lips, with all the passion that he felt for her.
Deanna felt like she was about to melt. She wanted him so badly. She wanted to make love to his mind, while he took her body. She did not care that they had just seen each other after ages of not seeing each other. She just wanted him. Wanted him to make love to her like he did years ago in the Jalara.
Then Will stopped and pulled away. She wanted to ask why he stopped there, but did not want to push the subject. For some reason, she could not sense what he was thinking or feeling. Was she too tied up in her thoughts and feelings at the moment? Then it dawned on her. She was sensing his emotions and they were exactly the same as her's. So much similar, that she could not tell them apart.
"Some how I get the feeling you want more." she stated moving in closer to him. She tried to insinuate that she wanted more of his sweet kisses and caresses without coming out and saying so.
"Oh, you know I do." he said.
Some how she knew she had to communicate to him that she wanted him as much as he did her. Besides that she felt
unforfilled needs at the moment and she wanted him to fill them. She walked up to him and put her hand on his cheek and gently caressed it. Then she kissed him and rapt her arms around him. He returned her gesture, then Deanna sent to his mind, "Imzadi, I don't think I could stand another day without you in my life. I really want you."
Suddenly, Will picked her up and carried her to his sleeping area and laid her softly on his bed. He then took off his shirt and Deanna reached out and touched his chest and caressed it. He moved toward her and as he did she guided him onto his back. She kissed him and moved down his body, stopping at one of his nipples. She sucked on it and it sent shivers of pleasure up Will's body. She licked and kissed her way to the other nippled and teased it with her tongue and lips. Then she moved down his body with soft kisses.
Will felt a growing erection as she moved down his body.
She got down to his pants and unzipped them, releasing his manliness. She moved in to envelope him in her mouth. Will moved and groaned with pleasure as she teased him with her tongue and mouth. After a while, Will felt he could loose it any minute. He stopped her gently with his hand and pulled her up to his face. He wanted to return the favour and give her all the pleasure and happiness she deserved. He wanted to make her happy also.
He kissed her and rolled her over onto her back now. He
moved slowly down her neck, kissing her all the way. He stopped at her neck and remained there. Kissing and caressing with his lips and gently giving her neck little love bites. She thought she was going to die from all the pleasure she was feeling. She had to have him. She had to be one with him in mind, body, and soul.
Will slowly unzipped the back of her dress and removed it.
"God you are so beautiful." he stated. Her body did not seem to have changed since he last saw it ten years ago.
Then he continued where he had left off with her neck and moved down to her breast. He cupped one in his hand and gently massaged it, while giving the other attention with his mouth. Deanna responded by raising her chest closer to him and let out a soft moan.
She wanted him entirely, but Will was insistant on taking his
time. He move down to her stomach with sweet kisses.
As he reached her belly button he tickled it with his
tongue. She let out a giggle. Then Will moved further down and caressed her pleasure point with his tongue. She thought she was about to go insane and knew she just had to be one with him in body, mind and soul, but no, her Imzadi wanted to continue his foreplay with her a little longer. Stimulating her pleasure center with his tongue. He placed one of his fingers inside her and tantilized her with it. Driving her crazy as she continue to moan softly with pleasure.
She felt like she was going nuts with desire and tried to gently pull his head up to her. He moved back up her body slowly with kisses. By the time he got up to her lips again, his body was completely atop of hers. He felt her warm desire and knew it was as strong as his. They slowly became one and moved with each other's rhythm. As the rhythm slowly increased, so did the intensity.
"Oh, Imzadi!" she said in his mind.
Will said her name allowed and told her how wonderful she was. Nothing more was said and then at the moment of sweet rapture, they were blinded by ecstasy. Both screamed out with pleasure and when it was over, Will held her in his arms.
She laid in his arms and hoped the moment would never end.
Will caressed her cheek and kissed it ever so softly.
"Imzadi, please, don't ever leave me again." were the only words between them. They stayed craddled in each others arms for the rest of the night enjoying the pleasure of being in each other's company. They knew then they were more than just friends. They were very good, very close, intimate friends.
